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Finding Yourself

by Joanne Wiklund

I ordered a new gel pen collection along with another inspirational coloring book for my own Christmas present. I started it at the end of January, but stopped the first week in February. My income tax appointment was March 1, so I faced myself in the mirror and told myself I couldn’t color until my tax papers were ready for my tax guru. It’s done, he’s good and I’m coloring again.
 
The new book is titled You Are Stronger Than You ThinkIt’s a collection of motivational posters and they’re pretty good. I’ve dedicated it already to a special person and hope to have it ready for a birthday present. The words are so good but the pages are busy patterns. Much coloring required. But I cheat and do all the words first wherever I want to, then go back and work the rest of whatever page I feel like. This morning I kept thinking about my quest in the past 2-3 years to remember who I am. The page I worked on said in large letters: A Broken Crayon Still Has Color. I moved on then to the one I chose to remember all day: Find Yourself And Be That.”
 
I remember in the 70s, I think, when so many people were talking about Finding Themselves. Along the way, more than once I thought I’d have to Get My Act Together And Take It On The Road. When I did, I enjoyed it thoroughly. I don’t mind speaking in public as long as I feel I have something worth while to talk about. Speaking like this from home is challenging, but I miss seeing everyone. Every morning I look in the mirror and usually I see my mom or dad. One day I had a droopy eye and when I looked I saw Peter Falk, Columbo. I was NOT prepared for that! Who can entertain me more than myself when I do things like that? Maybe someday I will find myself there again!
 
Psalm 39:3 “My heart was hot within me, while I was musing, the fire burned: then spake I with my tongue, “
 
Psalms 63.5-6  “My soul shall be satisfied as with marrow and fatness; and my mouth shall praise thee with joyful lips: 6.When I remember thee upon my bed, and meditate on thee in the night watches.”